Wednesday, 25 February 2009

Eye-P Man


葉問 Yip Mun a.k.a the IP Man.

Thought it was some new heroic character who gets involved in Net battles when i heard the movie title for the first time, even the poster was quite misleading.

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Since the day i know that sometimes, we have to look for answers on our own
I always try solving problems on my own, not relying on others, even if i fail /give up eventually
Why request for help, disturb others when you can [try to] solve it on your own?
Or at least try for one thousand times before you admit that you need help
I guess that's why i'm used to keep things to myself
You only spread joy and happiness
Not problems to people around you

I know perfectly that keeping stuff to oneself isnt something really good
but oh wells i'm used to doing it already
we all know what should be the perfect solution but sometimes
it's beyond you to lift the 2B pencil and circle it

Wednesday, 18 February 2009

Perfectionism.

Something that is shaped since young. indulged by the coincidental (by describing it this way, i meant i just follow my normal way to prepare and didnt really expect such an outcome) (near) straight As and (near) perfect scores since kindergarten. then slowly evolved into the mindset of such idealism. tolerance to imperfection is low. wouldnt try anything that i dun have (near) perfect confidence in it. even if i tried, historically it will fail. (yeah i know i was wrong about this) realised this double-edged sword (double in the sense that it hurts others and myself) only in uni. when everything doesnt seem to be so perfect. or when i have been pushed to my limit? i know badly that it's bad. very bad indeed. need training / theraphy to erase it. ugh.

to be continue..
story on how does such 'disorder' come in.
from a pov that is as objective as possible.
just to share my thoughts, to do some self reflections.
comments only enabled after the whole thing is out. :)

李玖哲 - 不,完美

Wednesday, 11 February 2009


最近听歌的菜色是王元口力口 虽然是舞曲但不是那种吵死人的
最近做的梦越来越夸张过分 昨晚竟然梦见自己杀死人藏衣柜 0.o
最近睡醒时有时却在做梦 神魂颠倒应该是酱紫形容的对吧
最近血压的确有点小高 坐久久站起来过后会有轻微地震

哈哈
去读书吧
酷~依~死

Tuesday, 10 February 2009

Ma premiere fois. Mon sang


Ant Tea You Red Cross Society organises blood donation drive every semester, having missed the previous 5 sessions, i've decided to take my first step. Wahaha. Last week during the unbearable lesson on Friday, went out during the break and made the appointment with Ant Tea You RCS. Wahaha. Ma will kill me if she knows about it. She always says "You so skinny why go donate? later faint then you'll know.." Haha. out of concern la. But dont worry, ma. I'm still fine, typing this entry now :P

The day before donation, on the day of donation and one day after the donation, i am supposed to drink a lot of water/fluids. *Gulp Gulp* So was revising act stats while getting drunk with water yesterday. End up sleeping very early at 8pm. Wahaha. Then the next morning (which is today), went for morning lesson with another big bottle of water. *Gulp Gulp Gulp*

Before i went for the donation, ate mr. bean cheese pancake and soya milk to replenish the ferum in my body (just in case haha) then also one big pau plus one charsiew pau. Haha. Not too oily or else the blood will be 'dirty'. So at 2pm, here i go to SAC with my passport (Yes, foreigners you need to bring along your passport and student pass).

There are six stations that you need to go through to donate your blood:-
Station 1. Pre-register at the counter with RedCross ppl. Fill-in a form to declare that you are feeling well, no fever in past 3 days, no medication, no operation in last 6 months and no sex with ppl who might be HIV virus carrier etc.

Station 2. Register with HSA staff who gave me a sticker to stick on my shirt. "Be nice to me. This is my first donation". Haha. then double checked my ID then off i go for doctor screening.

Station 3. Doctor screening which includes weight and temperature measurement. 54kg and 35.9 °C. then blood pressure. Mine was "abit on the high side" according to the doctor. 99bpm and 174/89 if i'm dun remember wrongly. Haha. Too much quail's egg during steamboat huh.

Station 4. Blood test. Hemoglobin test to be exact. Took a droplet of my blood and there it goes, sinking to the bottom of the beaker. that means i have enough iron in me? :D Then next , queue for my turn.

Station 5. Blood collection. The queue was rather short and there was an empty chair for right-hand donor. so i didnt wait for very long. After disinfection with alcohol, the staff found my vein effortlessly then injected something into me. I think it's some stimulant coz my heartbeat got very fast a few seconds after the injection.Wahaha. it's some anesthetic drug la.

Then she poke a tiny hole on my arm and my blood flowed out through the needle then the pipe that attached to a rubber(?) bag that contains some yellowish-transparent fluid. Didnt hurt at all. It was amazing to see your own blood, forming the stream flow in its dark red healthy colour went into the rubber bag. Haha.

i guess it was due to my rather high bp that it didnt take long before the bag was fully filled with my blood. haha. Less than 5 minutes i think. Then off i go with the 8-shaped bandage around my right arm.

Station 6. Refreshment. Am supposed to rest for 5-10minutes with the refreshment provided. They actually prepared some snacks, biscuits and milo for the donors. Think i still have enough of blood in my body, didnt feel dizzy or whatever so just went off straight with a packet of Ligo. (: 2.45pm


First few ccs of my blood. Didnt touch it with my other resting hand to feel its temperature.


Some souvenirs from the donation. A packet of raisin & nuts. 8 tablets of Ferrous Gluconate (Ferum + Glucose?) for daily consumption. A heart-shaped pressing ball. and the first timer sticker. Wahaha.

Next time? I am eligible to go for another donation from 5 May 2009. :D
Your gift could save a life. For those in Ant Tea You, the blood donation is on going till this Friday. Do support!
*Gulp Gulp Gulp*

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It has become a daily routine.
Cold feet. duh.

Saturday, 7 February 2009

Why?

Why?
We always ask this question to find out how things work
and we would feel great when the urge to know more is satisfied
and that's how humans learn and grow

Sometimes i do wonder
why do i have to realise stuff that others dont?
why do i have to see stuff that others ignored?
why gives me the ability to observe, to realise and to know?
Yes i know all these serve some purposes
but knowing more than necessary while you cant do anything about it

is
painful.


这个星期 因为不同的原因
在不同的场合 和不同的人说话
心揪了好几回
有时候发现和朋友聊天时
无意间才整理出自己的想法
才多了解自己多一点

Wednesday, 4 February 2009

专长

没碰过的事情 不会处理 原来是酱的
除了想太多 装不懂 原来我还有专长
不是天天见的 就会日久生情 举例 功课
不是久没碰面的 就会逐渐淡忘
举例?

原因。忘记了

Sunday, 1 February 2009

Que dit-on?

On nous dit qu'au XXIe siecle
Nous vivrons tous jusqu'a cent ans
Que les ecoles disparaitront
Que l'ordinateur sera roi
Que je pourrai rester chez moi
a la campagne, pour travailler
Qu'on retrouvera le plaisir de roule
a velo et de prendre le train...
On dit aussi...
Que le niveau des oceans montera
Que la violence se developpera
Que nous deviendrons tous pareils
Et parlerons la meme langue

- Campus de CLE international


Qu'on n'aura pas besoin de dormir.

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